(Pretoria, RSA)
At work we met, I was a trainee in a serious relationship with boyfriend and planning to get married by the end of the year month. new project realised by (I) I was falling for my colleaque troubles, like, likes the same objectives and saw my soulmate.
We were so good as I felt so bad, I do not have marvellous concert we left with my friend friends. More time I spent with my colleaque felt that he was one and I decided to break up with my friend, because I do not wish to be labelled "zal?gvac" of smart.
I had a lot of time with my friend and eventually, he told me he had a girlfriend, but by then I was brought to my mind, that he is my soulmate. I mean, that it never have visited, he never visited it and we were always together so simply do not believe that he had a girlfriend. We spent together throughout the year and during the same year he made me cry countless times.Whenever I asked him how he feels about me he would change an object and tell me that he did not want me to get hurt. during this whole year, I was the one who cooked for him was in hospital, when he was sick and I kept him warm at night.
The only thing I knew about his girlfriend it may not work, it is always in trouble, big spender and was in the "UK". I thought there is no way that this guy will actually remain with this woman; it is a mess.
I saw myself as a good woman and it was a mess, so it will choose me, but it's not that it detects. where is the return of "United Kingdom", he resigned, gave me the apartment he was renting and re-located in place away from me (at least 7 hours drive).
He has given me is still kept in a country he visited and all we do is have sex.Two weeks after it was restored and urges the answers I wanted to know when it is in this situation for the whole of my relationship with him. He couldn't say anything because I honestly he never told me he loved me, you don't need to spend money on me because I had my own and not everything that its associated me with the exception of sex.
Then visit my weekend was great, and I have forgotten my needs and we jsut make love and we were going for breakfast.
While she and they had good conversation on how it is planning to renovate a House, and more money needed for these.Of course it is hidden in another room and listen to his answers all calls this, finally, he says: I love too. This was the worst pain ever is still! I just fell and started crying then I hid myself in leaves, thinking I could quit crying because I knew about it. I decided not to recognize their existence, it was my error, why am I so stupid to put yourself in that situation.
He walked into the Hall and open sheets and then he asked me if I were ready to go.He said, like it was all normal, I do not say a Word.He discovered the sheets and said, "Wow you Tori?Let's go. "Said:" I'm not hungry, you can visit only I want to sleep ".
And then he said: "I am sorry but you have not heard, but let go because I do not want to eat alone?".
This was when I saw the truth, he felt nothing to me; I just woke up and told him to pack his bags and leave it there, or was it all, as he was released from the reaction, he simply packed their belongings and left my place.
I cried myself to sleep, but the dream is not comforting. so I decided to ask for replies and it had none.He wanted both of us and he will give me the correct answer at the end of the week, after he had seen everything. I asked if there was no selection criteria, but he just laughed.The next day, I just was not productive for me, I just kept thinking about it, it and me.
1. what kind of woman I can cheat with some other woman?
2. What if he does the same for me, will I have to yell at him for fraud, since I had activated this behavior from the beginning?(I won't say or any right, what comes back)
3. Am I lucky I have ever been happy with it?(Pain thereof, you acknowledge your debts caused by someone else, so it cannot pay for dinner, it can't say mother/family/friends for your link still cannot plan for marriage and family)
4 He respects me?(No, he told another woman he loves her in my presence, he expected to understand relationships without issues.)
5 He love me?(No, no integrity, respect, love, not all)
I knew the answers to all these questions and it was amazing how blind I was by providing the opportunity for this to happen, I had degraded myself for the last time I loved him. enough to leave a good guy, but I do not like it that much to destroy itself. then I called and told I couldn't wait for it to reach a decision; I told him how I felt and as usual he tries to make me feel terrible. this time I stood my ground and told me the 5 big questions; he told me to give a few minutes, it will call the right back, it is not required.
He sent sms tells me that he had to say Goodbye to me and that he was going to try to establish his relationship with his girlfriend.
Something that made me discover this is the fact that we spent our time together, but we were never told our friends ' together '. everyone has the doubt, but we always told them "we're just friends." I think that as a woman actually to do yourself the favor and stay outside pain man with woman would never ever give you the full commitment and, if that is what you stay the hell away from them and we should try to save other women from this pain leaves his men alone.
If the man loves to, really loves you, he will make sure that it sorts, his mess before it can include therein. If you plan to help you just know that it will only use and allow you to be home with his wife, you're just. lover, so you have no feelings, you have already got used to it because it tells you when he went home to his girlfriend/wife.
ALL THE BEST FOR US.
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